I was not aware I had so much to learn about learning before I started this course! I enjoy being able to apply what I am learning to my everyday life. I feel more aware of the learning situations taking place in various communities of practice surrounding me in my everyday life.
I am realizing how important it is for us as “intellectuals” to be knowledgeable about the learning that is happening around us so we are able to create ideal learning situations! In order for us to be able to create these ideal learning situations, we have to recognize what is preventing or hindering an ideal learning situation. If we are able to recognize the interferences we can make the necessary changes to improve the situation. I have made it one of my goals to pay more attention to the learning situations happening around me and to recognize that they may need improvement so that I am able to work on what I can do to make them better.
I was particularly interested in our class discussion regarding communities of practice and the vortexes that are created around them. So many times I see them evolving around me but I do not recognize them as learning experiences. I find it interesting how individuals are able to earn their right to enter into these vortexes based on commonalities and shared meanings of the group while others may not be accepted into the ‘vortex’ because they do not share the same meanings.
When I was reflecting on communities of practice and relating them to my own life, I realized that I belong to an almost endless number of communities of practice and from each of them I learn about different aspects of life. There have also been numerous communities of practice that I belonged to in the past but I have left as they are no longer relevant to me. There are also communities of practice that I have not entered yet but will in the future, and there are communities of practice that I tried to enter but I was not accepted. Dealing with feeling rejected from a community of practice is difficult because it makes the individual feel insignificant. However, it can also be difficult to enter and commit yourself to a community of practice because as we discussed in class, you tend to become vulnerable when you develop relationships within the community and you begin to care about the individuals and the meanings that you share.
As I was reflecting on the communities of practice I do belong or have belonged to, it was apparent to me that the most important community of practice that I belong to has also been the most influential. The community of practice that includes my family and close friends has shaped me into who I am today. This may also be the reason why I tend to relate a lot of my learning in this class to my families community of practice. I notice that in my reflections and blogs, I am always relating to the learning that my parents provided me with or to the learning of my son. Many of my memories also evolve from social settings from my families’ community of practice and it is when we get together so many memories are brought back to life. These memories would not have the same meaning for me if my family and friends were not in them.
I grew up in a household that would be considered “assertive” with a balance of participation and reification. My siblings and I were very lucky to be provided with this stability in our upbringing. As individuals we seek stability in our life and often if we don’t have the opportunity to experience that, it can be difficult to be an effective and productive member of society. The stability we feel also has an impact on the communities of practice we choose to belong to and those that we are accepted into. We often see young children in the school systems that are not able to find a sense of stability. They seek attention wherever they can find it and it is often through negative behaviors. This in turn produces a negative response. When we had this discussion in class, I reflected on my teaching experience. Individuals who have submitted themselves to “unacceptable” communities of practice through negative behaviors need the most love and attention. However, they are often the ones it is most difficult to give it to. If we alienate them further we are only reassuring their beliefs in themselves that they are “bad”, we contribute to their low self esteem and they continue making choices that are not in their best interest.
We saw how communities of practice can shape the person we become watching the movie “Crash”. This movie also made me more aware of my own preconceived notions and biases about other people and their communities of practice. It reinforced that old saying “don’t judge a book by its cover”. Many times in the beginning of the movie I passed judgment on the characters based on what my expectations were of them, however, at the end of the movie it is clear that my judgments were not accurate. In our society we can be quick to judge people from the outside looking in but things are not always what they seem. This can happen with first impressions, I like to think that I don’t judge others when I first meet them, but I have. I think it is essential to be aware these preconceived notions so that we can recognize them and attempt to challenge ourselves to think about our thoughts and actions and the influence they have on others. Everyone has lived their lives and has had both positive and negative experiences that we not aware of which have shaped who they are today.
It is my goal as an educator to make myself more aware of my own preconceived notions so that I can work at the best of my ability to create ideal learning situations that will benefit people involved and also so that we as a society can work together to support one another and treat everyone fairly.
